my day

nothing really interesting today..only i've done one of my test..so tggl lg around 4test kot...ystrdy da speaking test...okay lor...dpt jwb jugak...penat giler hr nh..bukan hr nh je tp mggu nh...for the 1st time, mggu nh hmpr 1mggu ku x online...mmg ku trasa nk online tp dh busy sgt jd x trasa lg nk online..hehe...well..las sunday "someone" ku tiba2 msj...ye la...dh 4bulan die lgsg x contact...then rmate ku tny so how korg..?mksd mcm mn dgn hbgn korg..ku ckp no komen..ku nak single je for the moment...ku tak nak da pa2 sebarang ikatan...so far, hatiku msh single..blm da sapa2 yg bjaya "mgoda" imanku ini...ceh..haha...well..smbl tulis blog, smpt lg ku buka facebook..tue pun lmbt giler...tp hny satu sbb ku still sbr dgn facebook wpun lmbt...wat makes ku still btahan dgn facebook..?coz ku dh jmp balik smone yg ku tetap syg wpun ku dah bkali2 tluka sbb org ya...bt till now i still love dat person...skrg pun hati ku bdegup kencang tatkala mbaca n mnatap wajahnya wpun skadar dlm sekeping gambar...hny gambar jd tatapan utk mngubat hati yg rindu..ikutkan ktaorg x jauh mana pun..stil area kuchng...till now ku still ttanya2 kenapa dia brubah..?wat makes dat person brubah..?only dat person know...M, i want u to know that i always love and miss you..

GIVE ME A CHANCE

Give me a chance to love you
Give me a chance to stay by your side
Give me a chance to show how much I love you

I wont force you to accept my love
I wont force you to care for me
What I want is love you, stay by your side

I wont make you cry
I wont make you sad

I’m not going to make a promise
Coz I’m afraid that I’m going to broke the promise

Let me love you from far
Coz I’m afraid I’m going to hurt you
Let me love you from far
If that you want

I promise I wont force you to accept me
But please,
Please give me a chance to love you
That’s all I want from you

I’ll wait for you, my love

~MO_BE~

23rd march 2009

now is 2118....so tired...many thngs already happen n going to b happen in tis week..wat a tiring week....well...kubaru je settle dgn 1 presentation..ku x puas hati sgt coz byk bnd kn tkr las minit sbb pak cik tue yg minta...geramnya...dh tue, time buat html pnt2 ku buat kn REJECT BULAT-BULAT...Tuhan je tau pa yg ku rasa time tue...skrg nh pun ku rasa nak nangis sgt2...ckit lg ku dh nak nangs...balik nanti mmg ku nangis puas2...byk lgku nak citer tp smpn dl...i really nid some space...for MY GURL, u're so sweet..thanks 4 ur support...

i miss you so much

im at london now...hehe....kt library now...online looking material for my assgnment...i've to submit my assgnment tis thrsday...tis week till april going to my busy week...got so many thngs to do..huhu...i miss my beloved one...miss dat person too much...got many thngs i want to ask to dat person..dat person was my ex-classmate during 2005 for around 2months..then dat person moved to sekolah teknik batu lintang..n now dat person one of the students at mktb pguruan batu lintang..im mstill hunting for dat person althugh i've been hurt for many times...why..?coz i love dat person so much..i cant help myself from stoping thinking about dat person...my love...u are special for me...i want u to know dat i always love since 1st time i proposed u dat is on 27th january 2005..i still remember dat moment coz dat time i gave my ring dat i always use..my las time saw u on 2007 if im not mistaken in someone's wedding..dat day u look so nice...wat i can do now is loving u for a 1000 miles away..im hurt inside bt i'll nvr stop u..dat is not my promise coz im afraid dat i'll broke my promise...my email dat im using now is our combination of name...dat is mobe..MO is ur name n BE is my name...

saturday 14 march 2009

many thngs happen today...pagi blok ktaorg da xtvt kolej..mmg best la...cm ku x dpt njoy myself sgt2 coz ku bmbg tntg ftsl...my plan lps hbs xtvt trus g main ftsl..then x da transport x dpt la ku nak main...td kwn ku msj ckp dorg menang..juara lg..congrates la kt dorg....agk sedih la coz ku yg excited nak main tp x dpt main..well..x pa la...nex sem je main....lgpun bg chance dorg senior main...ku kalo join pun mst jd smpanan je coz ku x pndi main sgt....

so stress....

only God know wat i feel rite now...i want to cry...so many work hav to do...asal semua lec suka suruh buat n hntr keja pd waktu n tarikh yg sama...?KENAPA??????WHY???????

class stat balik la....

sedey nya..x puas lg cuti...bukan pa..las weekend aku busy dgn lmn web yg ku kena siapkan...so x da rest sgt...dgn keadaan kurang mengizinkan, ku paksa diri jugak utk siapkan keja bdepan dgn my love bjam2..pg td g jmp eye specialist coz djangka mata ku stil da kuman yg x mampus2 lg..yg lawaknye time cek mata, 3baris t'akhr yg mn ku kn teka number semua salah..huhu...tis coming frdy pun aku kn cek lg..pttnya ptg ku dtg then member cakap ptg jmaat da trip g PUSTAKA..so how...?kn la call doktor tny dpt x awalkan appoinment....yg best skrg, ku kembali single..hehe..bestnye rasa....slama ni mmegang status je..bla single nh, best pulak rasa...IM FREE....final dh dekat woi....x sabar nak cuti lm2...k la..ku escape class actually..malas nk g class..lgpun byk bnd ku nk buat...

akhirnya.....

akhirnya selesai sudah presentation ku..lega sikit la coz miss x da tny pa2..mayb sbb article aku sama dgn anne kot..hehe…tp x tiru okey..gua buat sendiri..pg td jam 4.40 br tido gara2 nak siapkan html..tension gler..dah siap sikit ler….x tau la nanti mcm mana…huhu…I miss my ex-roomate so much…x tau mcm mn nk contact die..sedihnye…rugi btl die quit coz dh sbelah kaki ktaorg kat shah alam..alang2 lor…hmmm….citer tntg futsal interpart…da 1 team nh dorg bw org luar main..tp day g x sedar kot..ku sedar da org luar coz ku cam sangt2 muka dorang nh…dorang menang la..nak main pun jgn la main tipu….kta njoy cukupla..x main la bawa org luar….but then life must go on rite..?alamak…keja x siap lagi…chow dulu..byk yg nak buat nh..nex week mmg jadual aku packed la dari selasa sampai weekend n mungkin blarutan sampai akhir mac n awal april…final dah dekat woi…sebulan je lagi….cepat betul masa blalu….mcm baru smalam ktaorg stat sem…..sory la kalo citer2 ku mcm bosan je...aku mmg jenis yg agak mbosankan...old fashion bah...kaku jak....

tension.........

so stress tis week..hav to submit so many assgnment...plus got test las nyte....so bad....only one ques dat i undrstand n can answr...n d rest...!@#$%^hmm..br balik dr trip ke bhgn teknologi x jauh dr iptar...ok la..balik ja trus tnampak org yg rasa best....tolongla....x sbr tggu esk...then im free for d moment...nex week da ftsl interfakulti match n d following day da test...gila x...?pa boleh buat...dh nsb insn bgelar student.....byk g bnd ku mau share tp x da mood skrg coz agk penat n stress...for all of u enjoy ur day n life wit ur bloved ones...